Well, it is final, it is over. Almost 4 years, gone, nothing. It’s funny the picture above it looks like we are happy, I don’t think we ever were. He used me, and I got tired of being used. He didn’t want to let go of someone who was always there to help him, and I didn’t want to let go for the hope that it would change one day. I just want to cry, until all the tears are gone. I have posted some quotes that I should read and re-read. It is still hard to understand. I want to be strong for my girls, but I feel that I am only failing them, as I always do.
Will I ever do right?
2 comments:
Oh sweetie, life has such a curving path. I'm so sorry that you are hurting right now. That just sucks.
You haven't failed - you simply stumbled along the path. Your family and friends will always be around to hold you up!
hugs
AndreaH (pcc)
This is the first time to your blog. I am so sad for you. I felt that way too...after being married 27 years. But now ,I have found a wonderful man who supports me, never uses me, understands me and loves me for who I am. Without going through the heartbreak and divorce I would have never met him or appreciate him as much as I do. Be strong for yourself and your girls and don't let what he did to you, cloud your future happiness. And it may not seem that way now, but you will be happy again. hang in there!
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